I know I should let it go
But hell No I dont want to.
So what if it means pain?
Its just a matter of sooner or later

I've always been stuck in that perpetual pool of denial
Its just pain.
A little more makes not much of a difference.
But it doesnt matter now does it?
Even if I do or do not let go

Either ways its just slipping from my fingers
my opinions and thoughts dont matter
Its already started and it will just keep slipping away no matter how hard i hold on.
It doesnt matter.